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hi, im zay im from queens and i
have way too many interests.

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  • “loving you is effortless. like riding a bike or tying your shoes for the thousandth time. loving you is like singing along to my favorite song. it is not forced, it is not laborious, it is not a chore. even in our darkest hour when you ask me if i still love you the word yes will fall from my mouth as quickly and as easily as if i were asked my own name. loving you is effortless. nothing has ever come more naturally to me.”

    — she’s my entire fucking world (via ddisintegrate)

  • i don’t think native english speakers can ever fully appreciate the emotion i felt when i first found out that the vulnerable spot on the side of your forehead which is arguably the best spot to be kissed is called your temple 

  • DO care. DID ask. plus... you’re intrinsically a good person, a person with value, and i believe in us and our capacity to grow strong, survive, and find love in our future— and leave behind us an honourable legacy that says we were here and we existed and did our best and were kind to each other and listened carefully to the world and to ourselves.

  • “There is no great difference between novels and banana bread. They are both just something to do. They are no substitute for love. The difficulties and complications of love — as they exist on the other side of this wall, away from my laptop — is the task that is before me, although task is a poor word for it, for unlike writing, its terms cannot be scheduled, preplanned or determined by me. Love is not something to do, but something to be experienced, and something to go through — that must be why it frightens so many of us and why we so often approach it indirectly.”

    — Zadie Smith, from Intimations